Spawnie's Life as a Retail Slut
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Blah, Life in general kinda sucks.
Hi. I was sitting down, and realized, that my life has been pretty sucky lately. And I've decided today, to start changing it. I've lived in Michigan, for over a year now, and I have almost no "IRL" friends. The few I do have, either live to far away to go hang out with, or we work odd schedules, so we never get to hang out. I work a lot, and when I'm not at work, I'm online.
I've been so unhappy since moving to Michigan. I even started smoking again, thinking that maybe that would help make me happy, even if it is just temporary, and that doesn't work either.
I've decided, that starting next week, I'm going to start to force myself to go out, and stay off the computer. I'm by no means giving up chat 100% cold turkey, but I need to cut down my online time by a lot, if I ever hope to start being happy in Michigan. I have another 7 months, and I can't be unhappy for another 7 months.
I need to find some "real" friends. I mean, you are all great people, and I'm glad that you are in my life, as it is, but I need human interaction, and not just words on a screen. I could just be a little more depressed then normal, because of having to spend the holidays alone, but it's gotten to the point, where I wake up each morning, wondering why I moved here in the first place. I'll still be popping online from time to time, but don't expect me to be around as much as I am now.
For those who care, my email address is on this page, but here it is again, in case you need it. firstname.lastname@example.org
I'll be checking that a couple of times a week. Also, don't expect any updates to this pretty lack-luster blog. I'll blog if something of note happens, but otherwise, it'll sit idle for a while.
Zombie, Genryu, and Ralph_Nadir/Cyril are my roomies, so you can always ask them about me, if you get worried.
Ok, I'm gonna go enjoy the rest of the evening sitting in chat, because next week, is when I start cutting down on online time.
TheGuyOnTheCouch at 6:47 PM